More About Me

I wasn't finished introducing me, so I guess I will continue it...
I hate when people offer to pay for me, I feel so bad about it, especially when they tell me to not pay them back, I need to be nice to them
People think I really aren't that strong, but thats cause I have never really tried to hit anyone before
When I like someone, man I fall hard.
I have never been in love before, so I am scared cause I have no clue how it will feel like, i guess it's just one of those things you know when you knw
I really want to travel the ocean and under the sea. I mean the world would be amazing but under the water is something that is truely magical
My animal is wolf, I can feel it in me, I don't know how, but well you know that feeling inside of you when you know its right? yeah I can feel it
I love walking by myself, there's this path where I live, and I love walking by myself on it
I am usually around people, but I am comfortble alone too, I honestly would not mind it
I really like experiencing new cultures, I find it so interesting
I would like to be a vet, but now that I think about it, working in a retirement home would be great,
I really don't like people who drink or smoke, I never will and hope that anyone super close to me doesn't either
I want to have kids, I love kids, even though I act like one myself
Haha <3 ;D
I miss my brother like crazy, wish he could come here more often </3
I really want to explore, I feel like I don't know myself fully yet, and I want to find myself before I even think about love or starting a family
I can't wait to start a family by the way (:
I am really scared for university.....like freaking out crazy.
I like small schools, I want to be known, not just a number
I want to do something life-changing, and I want to be known, not like a celebrity, I would hate all that camera's and flashing
In Africa maybe
The Kardashian Family is my secret obbsession <3
Love them so much ;D
Friends will get me through life <3 Both my actual friends and the show ;D
I don't believe in second chances, well kinda depends
I'm like the person that will fight for you, but that means you have to fight for me too
I am hard to win over
Seriously. I am not joking.
Ummm what else?
I really don't like when people wear their pants low, seriously ARE YOU TRYNIG TO MAKE ME PANTS YOU?! CAUSE THAT WILL HAPPEN.
Friends complete me (my true ones, not the show ;D) They get me through life, and I will never make them feel like they don't belong
Sometimes I feel like I don't though
I am always known as the happy person, the hyper one who will make everyone else want to party or smile and laugh, but sometimes I feel like that is all I am known as, it kinda upsets me, that is why I want to be known and do something different, change people in Africa's lives. I want to be known as someone other then the happy person. I love it, really I do, but it would be great to be known as a person you can talk to with a serious problem, not just the happy person who can't be taken seriously. I want to be the person who can be both, it is possible.
I also like to put people before me, I am the person who if you like someone, i will set up you guys first before focusing on me. I like making people happy. When it comes to happiness I want to see the smile on your face before its on mine. I love setting people up, I feel like its a hobby. I LOVE MAKING PEOPLE HAPPY. I feel like people would be trying to make me happy, and I would insist that I am happy, because I am, I love seeing the glow on my friends' faces.
Okay, Taylor is making me hurry up, so I guess I will just add things if I need to,
Remember:


"Never say goodbye, it ruins the chance of ever meeting again"


Night guys <3

This is me

Okay I haven't taken the time to talk about me yet, so here goes........
I guess I'll start out with the things I love
I love rain, everything about it, the way it looks on a window, the way it hits my face, and makes a cute little splashing noise , I absolutely love dancing in it, one of my favorite things to do. I really like to sing too, I want to get over my stage fright so I can atleast sing infront of my friends. I have a journal I write in almost everyday, I really love to write. I love swimming, I'm not into the whole lesson thing, I know how to so I will swim when I want how I want. I love the way it smells in summer, and the way it looks in fall. Flowers are soo beautiful <3 and don't even get me started on beaches. walking on them during sunset, now that is wonderful <3 I always try to catch those scenes of true natural beauty, sometimes I do, other times I just miss it. Which really does suck. I write songs sometimes, but only when I am truely in the mood, which is really random to be honest. I HATE when people tell me what to do, I'm pretty sure if it came down to it, I would be a leader not a follower, I really can't handle listening to people telling me what to do. I think i give okay advice, I mean my friends seem to think so......
I am not going to name my favorite foods or anything, there is way to many same for drinks.
My favorite flower is an orchid, they are so beautiful <3
white roses are my second favorite, cause nobody appreciates them, everyone always wants red.
I hate people who try to be something they aren't
and when you say "I promise" I do take it serious, so I really don't like people who break them.
I am the kind of person who is scared of falling, I feel like I would be the type of person who would not end up married but have so many friends that it doesn't matter.
Music takes a huge place in my life, I really can't live without it
I like lots of Hindi and Punjabi music, because that is what I am, Hindu and Punjabi
Korean music is pretty awesome to
Country I feel like, shows the most feeling, apart from Adele
Pop music is something to listen to only when I am finished with the other types, or I just want to have fun
I hate choices, small ones, life changing ones, it really doesn't matter
I really don't like spiders, I hate them actually
Goodbyes are the worst, I was watching a Hindi movie and there is a line in there I sorta live by now......"Never say goodbye, it ruins the chance of ever meeting again"
so I don't like saying it
I hate to admit this but I do tend to run away alot, I try not to though, but I do
SNOWBALL FIGHTS! <33 haha love  them, I love the first snowfall, I hate the whole sand thing
I have to go now, but I guess I'll continue this later
Night guys <3

Life's Good

Today was such a good ending to the week!
I don't plan on making this long, I just want to say how my day was....It was good :)
I had so much fun! We had a pep-rally, in my least favorite class period, so that was great! it was really fun!
Math wasn't AS fun, but still pretty cool (:
Lunch I spent in the library just reading, I really love doing that, I only get one chance a week to, and that is really upsetting.
English was so much fun! We were working on a collage, and when my friend went to go get magazines from the cupboard, they all spilled out at her, and we spent like 5 minutes cleaning it up, but it just ended up exploding on the next person who opened it ;D
American History was pretty chill too, we didn't have a super busy class, like always, so that was a great way to end off the day :)
My friends came over after school to, to work on a project, and we ended up talking and being crazy instead of working ;D so I have a lot to do tomorrow.... :S
The day in general was pretty awesome! I loved it :) Can't wait til Monday!
And OH! BOWLING SUNDAY!
YAYAYAYYAY~~~! haha <3
Night guys <3

LAUGHTER LAUGHER LAUGHTER ;D

AHAHAHAHA, I laughed so hard today! Ahhhh~~~ it was awesome! I was happy the first time at school in a while :) Thats a good thing! I really needed that laugh haha :)
In Math, me and my 2 friends were laughing so hard, at the most random things :P
Like we drew all over my assignment, which we were supposed to be doing, but weren't....we were procrastinating... ;D
and then me and one friend made up a rap about our other friend, about how she is totally obbsessed with this guy she likes.....OH FUN! haha our rap is BEAST. lol no its a joke. BUT I LOVE SINGING IT. SO SHOOT ME.
But otherwise, I am totally screwed for my English project......in my defence we didn't get enough time to read the play, so yeah.
But we were supposed to read a play and then make a collage centered over one character and my group and I read Julius Caesar and we picked this guy named Brutus but don't know much about him....so yeah we are totally screwed. IT SUCKS. ITS A BIG OL' PILE OF POOP. HI MY NAME IS R.W. AND I LOVE POOP. AND YOUNG BOYS. AHAHAHAHAHAHHA
Hey I know this is totally random but don't ya think that "like" and "luke" sound and are spelled the same? LIKELUKELIKELUKE. LIKELIKELIKELUKELUKELUKE. AHAHHAHA
JEEEEEEZ....I have a huge cramp right now. and I HATE THEM. CRAMPS SHOULD GO DIE.
Wait....what was I talking about? Like 2 minutes ago? something about being really happy? YAYAYAYAY!
It's cause I feel FREE! If you know what I mean....YES I FIGURED OUT MY FEELINGS ;D I am SO HAPPY~~~~! haha I love feeling free, not liking anyone :) kaay peace out guys!
Night <3

Life Changing

Today was seriously just that. WE DAY was amazing! a life changing experience, definitely one i will never forget :)
The speeches inspired me, especially Spencer West, Craig and Marc Kielburger, and Al Gore, well pretty much everyone.
And Hedley was SO AMAZING <3 I wish I could see them again, but an actual concert <3 It probably shows that that was my first concert experience EVER. Haha my parents aren't exactly the type to buy me tickets, I'm not sure they would know how to do it......Shawn Desman, or however you spell his name was super energetic, I loved getting up and dancing. I lost my voice by lunch and somehow it came back before we left, even though I screamed harder the second half of it.....Jesse whatever his name is, our co-host was really cute. I thought so anyway, that Jets jersey looked so cute on him! ;D sorry
Well today ended off pretty good to, I won't say why cause well, certain reasons.........but yeah you could guess if you know me well :)
Well I hope tomorrow is amazing as well, even though I know nothing will top today <3
Night <3

My Shitty Day

Well it wasn't all that shitty, but most of it yeah. I woulda ended up cranky if not for tomorrow.
Where to begin, well, who know how I might like this guy? I didn't really talk to him all day, and I should be happy right? But I feel kinda sad about it. But I figure if I keep not talking to him, it might take away the tiny bit of feeling I have for him.
Well History was kinda a joke, but really fun. Cause these 3 guys who graduated last year are tight with my teacher and they taught half the class about hockey, the world's worst sport. But they love it, somehow. Anyway so after the lesson, they actually had a quiz for us to do, I was like WOW these guys have NO LIFE. I apparently failed it cause i put HOCKEY SUCKS. at the bottom of the page, which gave me an automatic fail. So yeah that class was fun. And then I don't have my Math and English teacher for 4 days, which will be fun!
And then tomorrow is WE DAY! AHHH~~ I am so freaking excited! AHSFKLGIHSLIEUJ, kay I think I got it out.....nope not even close. BUT YEAH. HEDLEY GUYS!! I love them <3 they are soo awesome :) I think if I was friends with Jacob and then also Josh Ramsey from Marianas Trench, we would make hell for the world ;D SO YEAH. I guess you could say I'm overly excited.......the understatement of the millenium ;D

Conflicted once again....

Today was great, ended awesome cause my friend FINALLY got the guy shes been blushing over, so yeah :)
And then there was the whole math teacher gone insane thing. Jeez, i don't like his rants.......
But then it went totally downhill........
You see this guy i MIGHT or might not have feelings for is confusing me........I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me and he isn't even my friend and such, but yeah there are moments where i don't really know what the heck is going on. AND THEN there's the fact that i really don't want to like him, but i MIGHT. but i DON'T WANT TO. it's killing me. Everytime i tell myself that i don't like him and then finally start believing it he does something that makes me think he might like me.........Guys have NO CLUE what they do to girls. Kay i'm done ranting now.

Newbie

I'm REALLY new to this, I might not know what to do, if I do something wrong, I am VERY SORRY. Well, as you probably read, I just joined because my friend is moving and I still want it to feel like she's still here. Even though she will be back like 5 months after she moves to visit, I need to kill time till then, so here I am.
I don't know much about what I'm supposed to talk about, but I figure this is a place to vent when I need too, which will be often, I am a huge venter. Right now, other then the fact my friend is moving, I am feeling very conflicted on what to do or what to say. Mostly, how to feel. I don't know what I am supposed to feel, right now because I don't know what exactly I am doing, if that makes sense. Okay, I am getting waaaay to deep here, I am usually known for being to crazy to be feeling anything, like I can't be anything but fun and happy all the time. I should stop talking before I start talking crazy, well more crazy then I already sound. Oh and by the way, Taylor, I know you are reading this, love you <3