Don't You Know...

I don't have much to say, nothing actually, other then the fact that my mouth is sore and the left side is numb, but I just wanted to talk about the fact that, well alot of people are sorta negative. They think life is unfair and won't get better, well it's gonna stay that way till you do something about it. Don't be mopping, be bright and cheerful. So I have a song that I thought represents what I feel right now alot.

It's called Days Go By and its by Keith Urban

Whoah!

Oh and a yeah...

I'm changing lanes and talkin' on the phone
Drivin' way too fast
And the interstates jammed with gunners like me
Afraid of comin' in last
But somewhere in the race we run,
We're coming undone...

[CHORUS:]
And days go by...
I can feel 'em flyin'
Like a hand out the window in the wind
The cars go by...
Yeah it's all we've been given,
So you better start livin' right now
'Cause days go by...
Oh and a woo-hoo...

Out on the roof just the other night
I watched the world flash by,
Headlights, taillights,
Running through a river of neon signs
Mmm-hmmm...
But somewhere in the rush I felt,
We're losing ourselves...

[CHORUS:]

We think about tomorrow then it slips away
Oh, yes, it does
We talk about forever but we've only got today...

And the days go by...
I can feel 'em flyin'
Like a hand out the window as the cars go by...
Yeah it's all we've been given,
So you better start livin',
You better start livin',
Better start livin' right now!

[CHORUS:]

Oh!
So take 'em by the hand,
They're yours and mine.
Take 'em by the hand,
And live your life
Take 'em by the hand,
Don't let 'em all fly by!

Come on, Come on now...
Yeah!
Come on now!
Oh and a woo-hooo!
Don't you know the days go by...

It's really a great song, and if you don't understand the meaning behind it, well figure it out, cause I am not gonna tell you.

Night <3

"But I believe in whatever you do and I'll do anything to see it through"

Just A Check-In

Exactly, that, just wondering how everyone is doing, I haven't blogged in a while, but then again neither has ANYBODY. Taylor's off in Hawaii, so I get that but everyone else? Last time I checked nobody is busy..


So I'm throwing the first party, well the first one at my house anyway, tonight, hope its fun!


Anyway, I don't have much to say...the dreams haven't ended, the ones with..what was his name? Bob? Well yeah whatever his name is, he's still in them.


Don't you hate when you can't stop thinking about someone? You really want to but every little thing reminds you of them? It pisses me off...


And another thought, have you ever looked at a past crush and wonder what you ever saw in them? Happens all the time.


I have an essay due the first day back and I should REALLY start it...I'll do it tomorrow!


Night Loves <3


"Maybe the reason why, all the doors are closed, is so you can open one that leads you to the perfect road"

Just A Thought.

If someone comes into your dream at night, does that mean that they were thinking about you, or were you thinking about them? And what if it happens almost every night? Does that mean that they think of you all the time, everyday? Or do you think about them all the time everyday? Cause its really confusing me. This person, I'll call them....Bob. Okay, Bob keeps coming into my dreams, somehow, and at first I thought it was just a random, but its been happening alot, Bob is always in my dreams. It's actually surprising if he isn't, in my dreams I mean. And by the way, these in these dreams, Bob is really cute (: Like he acts so sweet to me, COMPLETELY different then how he usually acts. IT'S PISSING ME OFF. Does it mean that Bob thinks about me, alot? Or am I just over thinking it? Tell me please, I could use some advice...

Other then that, I am going to my first party of the break tonight! WHOOT. IT BEGINS. Let me tell you something, once it starts, it really doesn't stop. I'll probably be busy every night. Sometimes we are even double booked. Like tonight we were invited to 2 parties, took a while to figure out which one to go too....

Well I will try to blog as much as possible,

Love you all

Night <3

"I can't control my dreams, yet somehow, your always in them"

Closed Up.

I feel bad that I am, but I am. Yesterday, was awesome :) Stuffed myself silly, to the point that I am not going to touch pizza for a while. The ending of it was good too :) and the middle:) and I loved singing to the seniors, it made me feel good :)

Today, though...well im not going to say it was alright, because then I would be lying. Well I was feeling a bit distant today, a bit off. I knew partially why but only a small part of it. And two or my friends were trying to cheer me up in English, I feel bad because I didn't even tell them the bit that I knew of why I was feeling the way I did. It didn't go exactly as planned I guess you could say, the ending was good though. Do wish something happened that didn't. Oh well there's always when break ends.

Yeah, today was the last day, and I don't want to be all sad, but I can't help it. Lunch was better, and the pep rally was amazing, especially since we heard the Glee Club, made my life <3 seeing your Math teacher look ridiculous will do that :)

So yeah that was my day, oh and MISS YOU TAYLOR <3

Also I will start ending of with quotes but on how my mood is I think.

Night <3

"Life won't always go your way, you have to learn how to deal with it"

FEELING ALIVE.

Seriously~~! :)
I am so happy~~~<3 ;D
Cause I have written my Math test, and tomorrow I am going to Boston Pizza instead or class, AND well the ending of today was good :)
I miss my friend so much :( thats the ONLY bad thing....seriously, Taylor I know you are going to read this, COME HOME. I MISS YOU. So damn much! Pardon my French (Oui Oui). haha joke ;)
Well yeah life is sweet :)
This blog is awesome too! I mean I love reading and writing, though I do wish people would comment more.. cough cough.....
I have a party tomorrow when I come back to school too! WHOOT.
Well my day today..oh yeah I MISS TAYLOR. And again, Science and Keyboarding don't matter much....Well theres nothing interesting to tell, besides the fact that I got 100% on my Science project worth a lot since it counted as a test mark.....Math I wrote my test, it killed me, it was super long. I won't say anything else, cause people in my Math class read this, and they are taking the test tomorrow.....Oh yeah alot of people were like 'how was it?' or 'what was on it?' Like I am actually gonna tell you. NO WAY IN HELL DORKS. Do you think I'm stupid? Wait.....don't answer that. English we learned some Grade 11 stuff and we are just watching movies for the next two days. TWO DAYS :) <3 HECK YES MOFO'S ;D ANYWAY. So yeah and American History we have one class left and it is just a party :)
So yeah that is my day and what we are pretty much doing for the next TWO DAYS. TWO. DAYS. TWO DAYS.
Get the message?
Hahaha

Night :) <3

"Life is a highway, I wanna ride it all night long"

I Guess You Could Call It That

Me having a good mood I mean :)
I don't know why I just am...weird I know. Once I figure out I will let you all know. I never know how I get into the moods I'm in anymore, or why I'm in them for that matter. I am just a really weird kid.
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala <3
Thats part of a song that is stuck in my head right now, and I love it <3
Today was great!
Except for the fact that my friend is gone for 3 WEEKS. It's only been a day and I am already going insane. Seriously. COME BACK FOOL. I was telling everyone. EVERYONE.
I never blogged this weekend, but Friday was awesome :) I crashed dodgeball and it was SO MUCH FUN. It was a really good day :) cause of something that happened which I will not mention. I'll keep the curiousity in the air ;)
Anyway, today nothing big happened but overall it was a great day :) It passed really quick too! and 3 MORE DAYS! Till Christmas Holidays~~! EEP! :) <3
At lunch I bonded with a friend, which was fun :) ANND in English we got a book, I already finished it....I also have a Math test tomorrow...Wish me luck!
Nothing else to really say, I mean other then the fact that 3 MORE DAYS. Haha~~:) <3 and Boston Pizza on Wednesday! HELL YES.


Night <3


"Vaah! Life Ho Toh Aisi"
"C'est La Vie"
<3


Taylor I Miss You. <3

It Hits You Hard.

Reality, I mean. You never really think about it till its right in front of you. Remember my friend who's moving? Well back during the start of the school year, It felt like it would be forever until she was actually gone. But its not. Forever doesn't take that long to end it seems. My friend is moving in 6 weeks about. And she is leaving for 3 weeks on Sunday for a vacation. Thats just 3 weeks left with her. Before she leaves. Thank god it's not forever. I really don't want to get all negative, but like I said, its reality. I guess you could say this is me being deep, or facing the harsh truth, even though I try avoiding it as much as possible. Life is unfair, but you should just look on the bright side, or you'll just get sucked into thinking there is no bright side. Negative people ruin their own lives, because they think there is no use to thinking positive.
Okay I'm done being deep, I realize the truth but that doesn't mean I have to change.
Today was a pretty decent day, actually. I found it a good day, a good ending to a week. :)
Science class I crashed the gym class dodgeball game :) it was so much fun!
Keyboarding I left early, and Math well that was fun too :)
Lunch was group work, again, same as yesterday.
English we went to the library but did presentations first.
American History we actually learned something, even though we just wrote the test yesterday.
Also refering to my intro, yesterday is when it hit me. After English, my friend was a bit....emotional, forgive me for saying it, but well she got this letter, and it finally made us face the truth we have been avoiding, shes moving, and soon.
Well ending off all sad isn't a good way to end but I have nothing left to say, except that I am excited for tomorrow
YAYAYAYAY~~!


Night guys <3


"Life is filled with possiblities, find yours"

Kum Si Kum Sa

I really have no clue how to spell that, so I just went with sounding it out :)
So that is what today was like....
I won't talk about Science or Keyboarding, I don't care about those, Math I got my quiz back, just passed :)
I am not happy with that mark, but hey its better then a fail!
Lunch I was studying for a test I have tomorrow, American History guys, she said its gonna be hard :S
English was better then yesterday, I was a bit more included, but we didn't finish, we have to tomorrow during lunch, which means I can't go to Choral...
American History was as always, never normal. Which is normal for that class....
I kinda was out of it for 15 minutes, cause I was making a note for my sister :)
AHAHAHA I told him I lost the game :)
Which means that I just lost the game AGAIN!
But he threw it out, I was upset, I spent a while making it pretty! Ahaha~~ gotta love me ;)
After school was alright too, I mean UHHH yeah. It was alright.

Wish me luck tomorrow guys! It would be greatly appreciated :)

Night <3

So What?

You may seemed confused, about the title I mean. Well you'll understand soon enough.
I AM ON A RAMPAGE. A ranting one.
Serious.
And it's not about what you think its about.
I found out my friend talked about me behind my back AGAIN. I forgave her the first time, cause I figured that it doesn't matter, she was just upset or conflicted. But then she does it again. And the worst part? about something I really hate because everyone thinks its damn true. ITS NOT. okay? got that? It is NOT. I really hate when friends won't believe you, honestly I try telling the truth as much as possible. I hate that only one friend believes me. Guess it goes to show who your true friends are. Honest, I am being truthful, if you don't believe me then fine, but don't tell me or make it obvious that you don't. Like talking about it behind my back. Today also just got worse from then. Well before then too. I wrote a math quiz I seriously think I failed, in English, I got put into a group that won't include me, just ignore me. I want to switch. Badly. Any takers? I am dead serious. American History was alright. I mean it was actually my best class, Math was okay too, other then the quiz. After school, well that was okay too :)
But my day just got better, just now.
I thought my brother forgot my birthday, so I was a bit upset, but it turns out he just works when I am at home, so he called my dad today and told him to say happy birthday to us :) I think I'm gonna call him this weekend.
I miss him so much <3


Anyway, I think I am done ranting but just a question, a friend talks behind your back you forgive them, but if they do it again do you forget that too? Let me know.


Night <3

I Can't Help It

SORRY~~~!!
I know I said I had a plan, but I guess I forgot to mention that I'm not good with going through with them.....
But actually it is kinda working :)
Except this morning. I like to talk OKAY.
SORRY.
Anyway, today...were to begin? Well Science we have yet ANOTHER project to do. Great. Keyboarding I totally slacked, tomorrow I actually have to work... :/
Math was fun...teehee "Is that a trick question?" Oh good times.....
Lunch was funny....saw a guy suck his thumb. Kinda. AAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
oh that was awkward...
ANYWAY.
English, we were finishing a movie, it is okay I guess. WE HAVE TO DO GROUP WORK! :S OH DEAR GOD.
American History, oh dear....Curtis is such a baby. And dirty. And told a story I really didn't want to hear.
REALLY.
And right after I went to the bathroom.
Oh jeez, anyone in my class will understand.
Don't worry I didn't get any on the wall.
The end of the school day was great actually :)
So I guess I will post tomorrow!


Also I write really short and sweet posts, thats how I roll, But when I am in a certain mood, well they will be longer, I apologize in advance.


Night <3

From Great To Could Be Better

You know that quote? your world comes crashing down in 5 seconds? well that kinda happened to me today.
Not completely, because that is really overexasperating, but yeah it could have ended better....
My actual school day was great, really fun, lost a contest, but you know what? winning gets boring anyway ;D
I had 2 tests, in order my first 2 periods, YAY. not.
Math was fun, except our sub kept catching me not doing my homework, even though NO ONE was doing the homework, he seemed to just notice me....
Lunch was pretty chill, for some reason I was really tired.
English I pretty much slept, cause we were watching a movie. Our teacher freaked my class out by telling them there was a pop quiz on the book we were supposed to be done reading, but seriously no one was really done....
American History was pretty chill too. Didn't do much.
I went to my friends house after, which was fun, we had a Science project to do....we made 2 poems :)
But then she told me something that brought me down and kinda pissed me off.
The whole friend talking about friend behind their back thing does that.
But YEAH.
ANYWAY.
Life is great.
Not.
And the thing that really pissed me off was the fact that it was a problem they had with ME and they couldn't talk to me about it for some damn reason, I really don't know.
But I will forgive and forget, already have.
Because this girl has a plan.


Night <3

Nothing Can Ruin Me Now.

Seriously, NOTHING~!
I had such a good day! It was seriously great :)
Well Science and Keyboarding were easy and fast, to be honest I couldn't care less about them....
Math we played this game thing, I got to be one of the lucky 7 who got to participate, even though I didn't roll a 6 at all.....SUCKS TO BE YOU MIRANDA.
Also that class I started this contest thingy with this guy who I have played a contest thingy with before. Last time it was naming the States of America, this time it was naming fruit. I honestly can never remember how it starts....just how it finishes :)
I kept stealing his fruit, but well that just means it sucks to be him.
Of course I have won both times :) which means he had to bow twice to me ;D sucker
this game lasted about pretty much from math to the end of the day....
In English I had a test, I hope I did good on it~~ :S
American History was kinda weird....this guy farted 3 times. Thank GOD they don't smell. And he also did this thing, I'm really not sure what it was, but it was definitely something I REALLY don't want to see again....
okay that was my day :)


and guys if you read my blogs, I really do like reading and replying to the comments :) FEEL FREE TO!


Night <3

I'm not going to change

The title is kind of insane, but it is true. I have been looking at all my friends' blogs and they are all going on and on about life and love and honesty. I am not saying its a bad thing, I do that sometimes too. But not all the time. I try to be positive, carefree and fun. Like I really couldn't care less. But I do. Alot. I try to be carefree and fun because life can get to serious and everyone gets all emotional, so bringing out that fun makes everyone smile and I guess I like to see people smile. It is kinda a weakness of mine, I always need to see people happy, if someone is sad, I have this guilt inside of me, like I caused it, even if I didn't.


I really don't want to get a deep, I usually only do that when I have a bad day, or one of the few days I am serious.
SO ANYWAY.
Lets talk about my day. Well I shall talk and you shall listen. Read. Whatever. KAY? :)
So Science I have gotten yet another project so great. umm Keyboarding I just had a free class kinda. Math I learned something new.....English it was shortened, pretty much just corrected and read.
By the way, To Kill A Mockingbird is so boring. It will put you to sleep. Seriously.
History was fun to, we went to the computer lab...so yeah OH and it was shortened too.
UM OH!
my friend happens to like a guy and she kills me everytime I talk to him. SHE CRAZY WOMEN.
SO.
tomorrow.......... god I can't even think about waking up in the morning, especially since I have to wake up earlier then I usually do tomorrow....
Well...I love using quotes so....


"It doesn't matter that life isn't always rich with joy; it will have some negative effects, but that doesn't mean you should give into the negative, fight it."


by the way, that is a self made quote, an it is true


STAY POSITIVE BRO.


Night <3

Decent, I guess

Thats pretty much what today was, I mean it was amazing for the most of it :)
I played Deal or No Deal in Math today,,,,,,,2 cases left, one with the million and the other with 200,000.....oh course I pick the one with the 200,000, because I was stupid enough to listen to my friend at last minute. AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE WORST PART IS?! I picked the million one first. EFF MY LIFE. oh well, I still won a big fat Tootsie roll. :) Which by the way, is SUPER CHEWY.
seriously.
I should be reading my book for English, but I am waaaay to lazy, cause it is super long and boring. Honestly, one page feels like 200. JESUS.
And to top it off, I never got to throw a snowball at the person I was going to throw a snowball at. STUPID PERSON.
AND my sister is being stupid. Not my actual sister, but my other one. so yeah, WE ARE SO NOT SISTERS ANYMORE. Sucks to be him! Yes him.
So there really is nothing else to say, other then......
NIGHT LOVELIES <3

I Apologize

Sorry, I kinda got grounded and wasn't allowed on the computer...thats right I am a bad girl ;D REBEL!
haha anyway so its been a week
Nothing really has happened....
Let me think
OH YEAH
Its my birthday today no big.....YES BIG I'M 15 MOFOS
did you know that 15 is half of 30? a freaking QUARTER of 60 ?!
THATS OLD
WAAAAH :'( ~~~ oh well
can't change anything...
SO my week....
Monday was boring, didn't do much, it was actually a horrid day..
Tuesday was better, but still kinda boring
Wednesday was my friends birthday! haha yes we are born 3 days apart! AWESOME!
I also tried the vow of silence but I failed......
and the sad part? people were upset that I broke...
thursday was alright like tuesday
Friday was pretty awesome, lol cause I found out that besides sharing my birthday with my twin, theres this guy in my math class whose birthday is also today....LOL.
And tonight I am going to party with my besties!
haha excited! <33
OH and also I want to add some things that I love
I love fire, candle light, the smoke that fills the air after you blow one out, its smells SO GOOD!
bonfires are amazing <3
and yeah :)
Kay peace guys I gotta go party, it is a important day after all ;D
NIGHT! <3

More About Me

I wasn't finished introducing me, so I guess I will continue it...
I hate when people offer to pay for me, I feel so bad about it, especially when they tell me to not pay them back, I need to be nice to them
People think I really aren't that strong, but thats cause I have never really tried to hit anyone before
When I like someone, man I fall hard.
I have never been in love before, so I am scared cause I have no clue how it will feel like, i guess it's just one of those things you know when you knw
I really want to travel the ocean and under the sea. I mean the world would be amazing but under the water is something that is truely magical
My animal is wolf, I can feel it in me, I don't know how, but well you know that feeling inside of you when you know its right? yeah I can feel it
I love walking by myself, there's this path where I live, and I love walking by myself on it
I am usually around people, but I am comfortble alone too, I honestly would not mind it
I really like experiencing new cultures, I find it so interesting
I would like to be a vet, but now that I think about it, working in a retirement home would be great,
I really don't like people who drink or smoke, I never will and hope that anyone super close to me doesn't either
I want to have kids, I love kids, even though I act like one myself
Haha <3 ;D
I miss my brother like crazy, wish he could come here more often </3
I really want to explore, I feel like I don't know myself fully yet, and I want to find myself before I even think about love or starting a family
I can't wait to start a family by the way (:
I am really scared for university.....like freaking out crazy.
I like small schools, I want to be known, not just a number
I want to do something life-changing, and I want to be known, not like a celebrity, I would hate all that camera's and flashing
In Africa maybe
The Kardashian Family is my secret obbsession <3
Love them so much ;D
Friends will get me through life <3 Both my actual friends and the show ;D
I don't believe in second chances, well kinda depends
I'm like the person that will fight for you, but that means you have to fight for me too
I am hard to win over
Seriously. I am not joking.
Ummm what else?
I really don't like when people wear their pants low, seriously ARE YOU TRYNIG TO MAKE ME PANTS YOU?! CAUSE THAT WILL HAPPEN.
Friends complete me (my true ones, not the show ;D) They get me through life, and I will never make them feel like they don't belong
Sometimes I feel like I don't though
I am always known as the happy person, the hyper one who will make everyone else want to party or smile and laugh, but sometimes I feel like that is all I am known as, it kinda upsets me, that is why I want to be known and do something different, change people in Africa's lives. I want to be known as someone other then the happy person. I love it, really I do, but it would be great to be known as a person you can talk to with a serious problem, not just the happy person who can't be taken seriously. I want to be the person who can be both, it is possible.
I also like to put people before me, I am the person who if you like someone, i will set up you guys first before focusing on me. I like making people happy. When it comes to happiness I want to see the smile on your face before its on mine. I love setting people up, I feel like its a hobby. I LOVE MAKING PEOPLE HAPPY. I feel like people would be trying to make me happy, and I would insist that I am happy, because I am, I love seeing the glow on my friends' faces.
Okay, Taylor is making me hurry up, so I guess I will just add things if I need to,
Remember:


"Never say goodbye, it ruins the chance of ever meeting again"


Night guys <3

This is me

Okay I haven't taken the time to talk about me yet, so here goes........
I guess I'll start out with the things I love
I love rain, everything about it, the way it looks on a window, the way it hits my face, and makes a cute little splashing noise , I absolutely love dancing in it, one of my favorite things to do. I really like to sing too, I want to get over my stage fright so I can atleast sing infront of my friends. I have a journal I write in almost everyday, I really love to write. I love swimming, I'm not into the whole lesson thing, I know how to so I will swim when I want how I want. I love the way it smells in summer, and the way it looks in fall. Flowers are soo beautiful <3 and don't even get me started on beaches. walking on them during sunset, now that is wonderful <3 I always try to catch those scenes of true natural beauty, sometimes I do, other times I just miss it. Which really does suck. I write songs sometimes, but only when I am truely in the mood, which is really random to be honest. I HATE when people tell me what to do, I'm pretty sure if it came down to it, I would be a leader not a follower, I really can't handle listening to people telling me what to do. I think i give okay advice, I mean my friends seem to think so......
I am not going to name my favorite foods or anything, there is way to many same for drinks.
My favorite flower is an orchid, they are so beautiful <3
white roses are my second favorite, cause nobody appreciates them, everyone always wants red.
I hate people who try to be something they aren't
and when you say "I promise" I do take it serious, so I really don't like people who break them.
I am the kind of person who is scared of falling, I feel like I would be the type of person who would not end up married but have so many friends that it doesn't matter.
Music takes a huge place in my life, I really can't live without it
I like lots of Hindi and Punjabi music, because that is what I am, Hindu and Punjabi
Korean music is pretty awesome to
Country I feel like, shows the most feeling, apart from Adele
Pop music is something to listen to only when I am finished with the other types, or I just want to have fun
I hate choices, small ones, life changing ones, it really doesn't matter
I really don't like spiders, I hate them actually
Goodbyes are the worst, I was watching a Hindi movie and there is a line in there I sorta live by now......"Never say goodbye, it ruins the chance of ever meeting again"
so I don't like saying it
I hate to admit this but I do tend to run away alot, I try not to though, but I do
SNOWBALL FIGHTS! <33 haha love  them, I love the first snowfall, I hate the whole sand thing
I have to go now, but I guess I'll continue this later
Night guys <3

Life's Good

Today was such a good ending to the week!
I don't plan on making this long, I just want to say how my day was....It was good :)
I had so much fun! We had a pep-rally, in my least favorite class period, so that was great! it was really fun!
Math wasn't AS fun, but still pretty cool (:
Lunch I spent in the library just reading, I really love doing that, I only get one chance a week to, and that is really upsetting.
English was so much fun! We were working on a collage, and when my friend went to go get magazines from the cupboard, they all spilled out at her, and we spent like 5 minutes cleaning it up, but it just ended up exploding on the next person who opened it ;D
American History was pretty chill too, we didn't have a super busy class, like always, so that was a great way to end off the day :)
My friends came over after school to, to work on a project, and we ended up talking and being crazy instead of working ;D so I have a lot to do tomorrow.... :S
The day in general was pretty awesome! I loved it :) Can't wait til Monday!
And OH! BOWLING SUNDAY!
YAYAYAYYAY~~~! haha <3
Night guys <3

LAUGHTER LAUGHER LAUGHTER ;D

AHAHAHAHA, I laughed so hard today! Ahhhh~~~ it was awesome! I was happy the first time at school in a while :) Thats a good thing! I really needed that laugh haha :)
In Math, me and my 2 friends were laughing so hard, at the most random things :P
Like we drew all over my assignment, which we were supposed to be doing, but weren't....we were procrastinating... ;D
and then me and one friend made up a rap about our other friend, about how she is totally obbsessed with this guy she likes.....OH FUN! haha our rap is BEAST. lol no its a joke. BUT I LOVE SINGING IT. SO SHOOT ME.
But otherwise, I am totally screwed for my English project......in my defence we didn't get enough time to read the play, so yeah.
But we were supposed to read a play and then make a collage centered over one character and my group and I read Julius Caesar and we picked this guy named Brutus but don't know much about him....so yeah we are totally screwed. IT SUCKS. ITS A BIG OL' PILE OF POOP. HI MY NAME IS R.W. AND I LOVE POOP. AND YOUNG BOYS. AHAHAHAHAHAHHA
Hey I know this is totally random but don't ya think that "like" and "luke" sound and are spelled the same? LIKELUKELIKELUKE. LIKELIKELIKELUKELUKELUKE. AHAHHAHA
JEEEEEEZ....I have a huge cramp right now. and I HATE THEM. CRAMPS SHOULD GO DIE.
Wait....what was I talking about? Like 2 minutes ago? something about being really happy? YAYAYAYAY!
It's cause I feel FREE! If you know what I mean....YES I FIGURED OUT MY FEELINGS ;D I am SO HAPPY~~~~! haha I love feeling free, not liking anyone :) kaay peace out guys!
Night <3

Life Changing

Today was seriously just that. WE DAY was amazing! a life changing experience, definitely one i will never forget :)
The speeches inspired me, especially Spencer West, Craig and Marc Kielburger, and Al Gore, well pretty much everyone.
And Hedley was SO AMAZING <3 I wish I could see them again, but an actual concert <3 It probably shows that that was my first concert experience EVER. Haha my parents aren't exactly the type to buy me tickets, I'm not sure they would know how to do it......Shawn Desman, or however you spell his name was super energetic, I loved getting up and dancing. I lost my voice by lunch and somehow it came back before we left, even though I screamed harder the second half of it.....Jesse whatever his name is, our co-host was really cute. I thought so anyway, that Jets jersey looked so cute on him! ;D sorry
Well today ended off pretty good to, I won't say why cause well, certain reasons.........but yeah you could guess if you know me well :)
Well I hope tomorrow is amazing as well, even though I know nothing will top today <3
Night <3

My Shitty Day

Well it wasn't all that shitty, but most of it yeah. I woulda ended up cranky if not for tomorrow.
Where to begin, well, who know how I might like this guy? I didn't really talk to him all day, and I should be happy right? But I feel kinda sad about it. But I figure if I keep not talking to him, it might take away the tiny bit of feeling I have for him.
Well History was kinda a joke, but really fun. Cause these 3 guys who graduated last year are tight with my teacher and they taught half the class about hockey, the world's worst sport. But they love it, somehow. Anyway so after the lesson, they actually had a quiz for us to do, I was like WOW these guys have NO LIFE. I apparently failed it cause i put HOCKEY SUCKS. at the bottom of the page, which gave me an automatic fail. So yeah that class was fun. And then I don't have my Math and English teacher for 4 days, which will be fun!
And then tomorrow is WE DAY! AHHH~~ I am so freaking excited! AHSFKLGIHSLIEUJ, kay I think I got it out.....nope not even close. BUT YEAH. HEDLEY GUYS!! I love them <3 they are soo awesome :) I think if I was friends with Jacob and then also Josh Ramsey from Marianas Trench, we would make hell for the world ;D SO YEAH. I guess you could say I'm overly excited.......the understatement of the millenium ;D

Conflicted once again....

Today was great, ended awesome cause my friend FINALLY got the guy shes been blushing over, so yeah :)
And then there was the whole math teacher gone insane thing. Jeez, i don't like his rants.......
But then it went totally downhill........
You see this guy i MIGHT or might not have feelings for is confusing me........I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me and he isn't even my friend and such, but yeah there are moments where i don't really know what the heck is going on. AND THEN there's the fact that i really don't want to like him, but i MIGHT. but i DON'T WANT TO. it's killing me. Everytime i tell myself that i don't like him and then finally start believing it he does something that makes me think he might like me.........Guys have NO CLUE what they do to girls. Kay i'm done ranting now.

Newbie

I'm REALLY new to this, I might not know what to do, if I do something wrong, I am VERY SORRY. Well, as you probably read, I just joined because my friend is moving and I still want it to feel like she's still here. Even though she will be back like 5 months after she moves to visit, I need to kill time till then, so here I am.
I don't know much about what I'm supposed to talk about, but I figure this is a place to vent when I need too, which will be often, I am a huge venter. Right now, other then the fact my friend is moving, I am feeling very conflicted on what to do or what to say. Mostly, how to feel. I don't know what I am supposed to feel, right now because I don't know what exactly I am doing, if that makes sense. Okay, I am getting waaaay to deep here, I am usually known for being to crazy to be feeling anything, like I can't be anything but fun and happy all the time. I should stop talking before I start talking crazy, well more crazy then I already sound. Oh and by the way, Taylor, I know you are reading this, love you <3